Bah =.= I will never understand why i can't contain my anger..or my jealousy..there are days where I will laugh and skip and not give a flying fuck about anything and take the day like a ray of fucking sun shine with a smile on my face and a tune to my voice...then there are days where..i look around and i dont want to smile..I want to sleep..i perfer to sleep when im upset..sure i love to talk about my feelings who doesnt i love that feeling that you no longer have to worry about keeping shit to yourslef..anyway..so yea. But weird thing is..Im Happy? I feel like blasting music in the dark and falling asleep...yet im smiling..and its not one of those Lets Hide your Emotions behind a fake smile smile...its a legit I really still feel happy!! Must be the Lady bugs..saw 4 while i was ranting to Terry..and one the other day...and now that I think about it..A group of niners Killed a lady bug in my presence..That day i choked and passed out.. >.> Yes i had a few choice words for them!! God damn...My Jelousy is more or less undercontrol now/..but can be sparked by the dumbest things..but i hate when i hear that some girl is taking pics of him..HAS HIS HAIR IN HER BACKPACK yet swears she will leave him alone..yet she draws on his arms..like i legit want to cry cause i was so pissed off that he let her do that..please why doesn;t my moose tell her to calm down, he knows it bothers me when she does that..and when he brings up the topic of this other girl..like everyday i hear her name and when ever she gives him a look he knows what to do and will do what ever she wants till shes happy like...OUCH </3 yet im still smiling..a little heart broken even tho i get all that attention..it still bugs me after...
but alot of my anger is revolving around those GOD DAMN NINERS!! they killed an innocent lady bug..and i was like WTF WTFF-what the flying fuck- i was so pissed they told me to calm down and im like DUDE YOU DO NOT FUCKING KILL THOSE THINGS! so i kicked the one who did it and said if he ever does it again i will squish what he holds close to him (not like he has any) >=L ANGER! Bah.. ilove DA you can write anything and everything just to get it out..and not worry about D-bags on Facebook or "Myspace" to tell you to STFU or Go cry emo kis *looks at Kaz smiling" ^_^ I love you kazzzz <3

DEATH TO THE LADYBUG KILLERS!!!!!! *ANGERY FACE*